Surrendering the Mind

Learning to surrender to the Lord in the battle of fear.

I am learning to surrender my thoughts to the Lord.

There has been an intense battle in my mind, war perhaps, as Behr approaches ten months old. Dark questions crowd my mind wondering if Behr will make it past the eleven and one week mark. Wondering if I’m a good enough mother to keep my children here on this Earth beside me.

I am struggling with my healt…